it is Time ...

the time has come ...

tonight after the kids say goodbye and goodnight

to their dad

i will drive him to Davenport

and

this whole deployment cloud that we have been living

under since last year will finally ...

be moving along

we have had this whole last week together ...

playing, doing family things, laughing, crying

and now ...

well we both agree

now it is just time... and we are *gulp* ready

we have had our talks with the kids...

i have been instructed on how to manage the bills...

we have our skype ready

let it begin ...

but my heart ... well now my heart that is awhole other thing

my heart aches already

i will miss my best friend

i will miss getting lost in his arms

i will miss him walking through the door

i will just simply ... miss him

but

i know this ...

it is what it is and today... i am choosing to TRUST

choosing to OBEY

choosing to keep running forward in FAITH

without knowing ...

I TRUST

one day at a time

yes

one day at a time

Joshua 1:19

have i not commanded you ...

be courageous... do not be terrified ... do not be discouraged

for the Lord you God will be with you

wherever you go!

yes ... my soul finds rest in God alone ... Psalm 62:1

xo