yesterday i made a decision ...
and let me tell you it was a tough one
you see i got offered an amazing opportunity ...
a fabulous decorating opportunity
one that i have been waiting for
one that some perhaps maybe dream of
but the thing is
is that it also was time consuming
and needed to be done within the next month or so
and even though
i so wanted this
it just isn't the right time
so i made a decision ...
after days of going back and forth
it became so clear ...
now is not the time
now is the time to focus on my family
now is the time to spend every moment i can with my husband
now is the time to get me together before
i am on my own
yes ... i have made a decision
one of my favorite scriptures is ...
... let your yes be yes and your no be no
you see i knew in my heart way back when i was asked to
do this ... that i should say no
there is just way to much going on now
my husband's deployment, projects we need to do around the house
before he goes, spend time with the kids
but i got excited
i got really excited at the thought of this opportunity
and what it may lead to ...
but deep down ... i knew
and now this morning i realized
you see that is God
that tugging inside... that feeling deep down...
he is attempting to make my path straight
and yet i am trying to do my own thing
because when it is HIS plan ... i always know... there is no tugging
there is no hesitation
when it is HIS plan i am amazed at how doors open
yes... this morning i made a decision